I'm not sure where to go from here or why I'm even looking-- but perhaps its because i feel like being on the edge of the dreaded 3-0 that I still quite don't know who I am and what if any purpose I have in life. I always thought i'd live an extrodinary life. I never thought I'd be a desk jocky. And for the most part, I've led an interesting and unusally exciting life (Once I had left home at 17 anyway). I was born with the dreaded itchy feet syndrom and its harder then anything to remain entrenched anywhere for any length of time. If it wern't for getting hitched, I'd still be roaming and yes, sometimes ok, maybe a lot, I miss the roaming around part. But as I said, the big 3-0 is encroaching and I feel like there is so much still left undone and that I need at least one more great adventure under my belt before really settling in. I though about contact my old roomate, but I haven't heard from her in months so I'm not sure even what part of the world she's in right now. I know last time she was in the states after coming home from peru for a littel break she mentioned wanting to do a sailing ship in the carabean kind of adventure which I think would be exciting, but then I got to thinking about something else too, something I ahd thought about now and then since I was little. I though maybe I could find my father? maybe I feel so disconected because I really don't know my roots, perhaps if i found real flesh and blood reletives that I could somehow understand who I am. Anyway, I found a name from the one and only photograph I have of my biological father and yes, I do look like him with that husky (but not overwieght) build, and the blond hair (My grandparents wern't blond or husky shaped) so I must of gotten that from him. I know he was an identical twin and that his last known location was in WA state. So I ithink I found an address by googling but I can't find a phone or an e-mail. I found this person's age, which would be about right. I know, I sound like a stalker now LOL. Anyway I'm a bit afraid of going the next step--- I could write a letter I suppose, and see if this person is my father? I don't know. I'm going to have to sleep on it for a few.