Well, my supporters, it is D-Day. I am going back to the guy who IV sedated me last time, but I know he will be picking poking prodding today to set up a treatment schedule...I am so scared. I honestly feel like the pain isn't as overwhelming as it was (maybe those antibiotics helped?) but can't deal with this anymore. Now you would think that not being able to eat anything but oatmeal for three weeks would have helped me lose weight...not. I think I will be swallowing a few Xanax in a bit. Torture time is in T minus 1 hour, 50 minutes. I am trembling already and trying to think of ways out of this...