I dumped a pile of ashes from a burn spot to a ditch about 200ft away. it was downhill slightly, so it wasn't all that bad. 7 wheelbarrow loads of it. From now on im emptying the ashes in the ditch whenever I take them out from the stove, BUT after around the 3rd load, I got to thinking about heart attacks and strokes, and I got to wondering. Is this what old people do, Think about the possibility of such stuff while there doing anything arduous? If so, are they mentally easing themselves into the grave without even knowing it?