No, I was somthing closer to that when I was younger. Ive come to learn that life is what you make it; If you make it a meaningless slog through a pointless existence, then it will be. If you hold life sacred and meaningful, honor traditions, have faith in something bigger than yourself, then it will be all of those things too.
Both can be true, both have equal and compelling arguments. The glass IS half empty, but it is simultaneously half full. Which reality do you want to live in? Make your choice.