It is also very true that some people on this board will give you BAD advice. It pays to take some time to get to know the posters before you do every single thing they say.
I haven't been a member of this forum too long myself, and I certainly see that some folks have more experience than I do. I try to keep my posting to things I *think* I know something about, which does not include advice about which drugs to use (for example).
I find this board to be a fabulous resource and always look forward to reading what you will each advise. The thoughtful opinions of this board have helped ME in numerous situations.
I have raised a few calves in my day too, and I whole-heartedly agree that it is not like flushing a goldfish down the toilet when they die.

Also, sometimes no matter who you are, how hard you try, how much money you spend, etc...they are just GONNA die. Usually the one you can least afford to lose too.
I can hardly blame anyone who comes into this forum with the idea of owning a cow, for getting really excited after they read other peoples stories. It is very satisfying to be around these animals and hard to keep out of, once you are hooked. Changes your life.